it being a long while since i wrighted something in here
heck i'm being busy alot...but also, time and times i feel like i have to reput my valiue in questions ether trying to have a clear awnswer .. or more question ... it really bug me
sometime i think i being o harsh on myself ...mabe it my expectation,, mabe i'm not right or think i mest up my life good .. amough that i'm even lucky i'm capable to land on my feet no matter what ..but dosn't go unscratched.
dunno what too do anymore ... i just feel like i'm rotting away